By SJ Otto
It as almost 30 years ago that I officially dropped out of the Catholic Church. I had been a member of that religion since my child hood. At times I considered myself an agnostic and still, I remained in that church. I attended mid-night mass many Christmases with my mother, in my younger day.
I’ve been a socialist almost my entire adult life. That started with Salvador Allende, in Chile . I began to follow him in my high school years. By the time I left high school he had been overthrown by the General Augusto Pinochet regime.
I was able to follow liberation theology after high school. In that way I could remain in the religion and stay a Catholic. There were liberation theology movements in both the New People’s Army of the Philippines and among the Sandinista’s government.
I really enjoyed mid-night mass with my mother in my earlier days. I liked my mother. She and I had a very close relationship. Catholicism was a major part of her life. When I finally dumped Catholicism, the worst part of that was disappointing my mother.
During the reign of Pope John Paul II, he worked really hard to destroy liberation theology. He was a very conservative pope.
There were many reasons I left the church. Most of those reasons were political. As a Catholic I as not suppose to have sex before marriage. Sex for Catholics is quite restrictive. Then there was the ban on birth control. My mother ignored that for medical reasons and her priest agreed with her decision. Those were little things compared to the politics. The church is against abortion. For a while I could live with that. But the church treated that position as if it were more important than any other. They wanted people to vote against any politician who was for abortion, even if there were other more important issues we needed to vote for.
Even though this position happened just recently, after I dropped out, this is an example of putting the lives of fetuses above the lives and needs of every day human beings:
“The four Catholic dioceses in Kansas will not support expanding Medicaid to thousands more low-income adults and children unless the state passes a constitutional amendment and new laws restricting abortion, the head of the Kansas Catholic Conference said.”
This is outrageous. They are putting out an opinion that poor and working poor people’s lives have no value. This is a real good reason to drop from the church, although I dropped out years ago. And when I did drop from the church, there were similar reasons as this one.
It seams as if I was constantly finding reasons not to be a Catholic. The church kept supporting right-wing causes. During world war II the Pope supported Nazis from Germany.[1]
It was Pope John Paul II who put the final nail in the Catholic coffin. He worked hard to destroy liberation theology:
The late Pope John Paul II was frequently criticised for the severity with which he dealt with the liberation movement.
His main object was to stop the highly politicised form of liberation theology prevalent in the 1980s, which could be seen as a fusion of Christianity and Marxism. He was particularly criticised for the firmness with which he closed institutions that taught Liberation Theology and with which he removed or rebuked the movement's activists, such as Leonardo Boff and Gustavo Gutierrez.
He believed that to turn the church into a secular political institution and to see salvation solely as the achievement of social justice was to rob faith in Jesus of its power to transform every life. The image of Jesus as a political revolutionary was inconsistent with the Bible and the Church's teachings.”
And he worked with President Ronald Reagan, the CIA and Solidarnosc. While I had little fondness for Poland ’s communist government, I had even less fondness for the CIA or Ronald Reagan. I was no fan of the Eastern Bloc, but I was a Marxist and had no love of Reagan or the CIA. This was the final break. when this came out, I left the church and I left it for good. I had made a choice. Marxism, of any kind as a preference for a religion that seemed doomed to right-wing politics.
That brings me to an issue today—that is drug testing all high school students, at a Catholic high school in Ohio, Stephen T. Badin High School in Hamilton, about 30 miles north of Cincinnati. If this would be a public school I would complain that the students’ rights are being violated. This is a private school and public laws don’t apply. While drugs and vaping might be bad for the students, they should be taught that they have rights like all other citizens. There are too many adults who are willing to give their rights away because “they don’t use drugs.” That is hardly important. People have rights and when they just give those rights up there is no telling here that ends. A lot of workers at various factories didn’t complain about drug testing until it came to testing for nicotine. That is a substance that is legal, but the owner of such plants decided they didn’t want their people using nicotine products. Now they get mad. But it is too late because these folks sat idly by while the company drug tested them.
So fight for your rights, even if you don’t use drugs.
I want to point out that Pope Francis is a major improvement for the Catholic Church. It is unfortunate that I do not plan to go back to the church, my decision on that was final. I love this quote from the new pope:
“It has been said many times and my response has always been that, if anything, it is the communists who think like Christians. Christ spoke of a society where the poor, the weak and the marginalized have the right to decide. Not demagogues, not Barabbas, but the people, the poor, whether they have faith in a transcendent God or not. It is they who must help to achieve equality and freedom”. -Pope Francis
As for me, today and my spiritual needs, I consider myself an Epicurean,